A Muse - m4w (Lost and Found)

Date: 2011-12-04, 1:10PM PST
Reply to: pers-7ztvu-2735791290@craigslist.org

Am missing her warmth, her sarcasm, her beauty, our intellectual conversations, playfulness we shared and our spiritual connection. So connected on the spiritual, physical, mental and emotional level when we knew and were able to be more carefree. Some of them will never wane. When we face our mirror, a connection that has a high intensity, we can experience the highest of highs, also the lowest of lows. Such intensity can also magnify strength, weakness, love, fears and past hurts, can kick the doors open on them, even those once thought resolved.

Do we let them block what a soul desires? Do we use the stuff that arises as an opportunity to heal the spirits and the union? Do we accept the challenge to love unconditionally without expectation? (Like our beloved pet dog may show us?) or Does fear and past hurt push us apart? The "Oh No" here it comes again... shows up? Do we unconsciously say No? or Do we consciously say Know?

My fear got the best of me. Paid more attention to things I don't even care about in some illusory unconscious need to self-protect. Separation.

Apparently, it's what was needed so I could embrace the challenge and opportunity presented. So I could see how far I'd strayed from my core of consciousness, and have the time to do enough work to return to it. Know, once more, how to put the focus and energy on what actually matters, where I can actually Love you more.

Location: Lost and Found

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